Like An Open Book

You can do this

It’s been 22 days till we last contacted each other. A few days since I last cared/obsessed so much. Though I admit I wonder from time to time what you’re doing, how you’re doing & if you’re thinking about me even a little bit.. But I think I’m starting to get better. I just have to keep this up right. Then everything should be back to normal. I won’t have to think about you or dream about you so much anymore. Though I surprisingly dreamed about you last night. But it’s ok. As each day passes by, it seems like I’m becoming a bit closer to my goals. The feelings, though slowly, will fade away. Pretty soon, you’ll just be another one of those memories. A faded memory. In the meantime, I just have to be strong. I have to keep looking forward. I can’t look back or everything will be ruined. I’ve come this far. Not now. Control yourself.

You don’t forget. You just move on. The rest are just memories. There’s nothing wrong with memories.

You find yourself at some point wanting to be loved, wanting to be cared for. In the back of your mind a dream of happiness with another presents itself.